Jumat, 04 November 2011

Endless journey to the sun and back


Nothing looks the same anymore

It's as if I went through and closed this door
I see a strange light up ahead
I cannot stop, I know I'm not there

you never listened to what i've said

you push my fingers, eyes so cold
I grinch as I feel my arms unfold
So happy we were, phase for sure
All smiles, all cheer, but nobody knows

Nothing looks the same anymore
It's as if I went through and closed this door
I see a strange light up ahead
I cannot stop, I know I'm not there

you never listened to what i've said
you never listened to what i've said

This broken wings, indeed in my heart
It stares at you, its just the start
That silly decade, empty wars
Fills my sore, all eaten away

about BLA BLA BLAST! (my favorite band)

A short info about them
Bla Bla Blast! is a result of an experiment to create a new genre to music with a different point a view. With an electronica basic sound supported with distorted guitars and completed with metal vocals. This band is consisted by three young musicians. Ferron Wesley as vocalist, Rico Julian as programmer, Dochi as guitarist.
Ferron currently is finishing his studies in Netherlands. Before considering making a new band, he has been a well-known vocalist of Arck.
Rico comes from Semarang, and he lives there. He has an 8-bit music solo carrier, known as Hellostereo.
Dochi is from Jakarta, and he studies in Jakarta aswell. He plays guitar for Sherina, a young singer from Indonesia.
Bla Bla Blast! started by the acquaintance of Ferron & Rico by the internet in January 2007. They never really met before but they found same interests into music and decided to start a side project. As Rico has a well capability in making music and Ferron has been a vocalist since years ago, so they agreed on each other then Bla Bla Blast! was formed. At one point in the process of their music making, they decided to start searching for a guitarist to maximize their sound for live performances. Dochi and Ferron have known each other before, and Dochi actually offered himself to join. Dochi has made very good accomplishments in music, so Ferron & Rico recruited him immediately in May 2007. They worked on making music separately, as they live in distant places (Ferron in Netherlands, Rico in Semarang, and Dochi in Jakarta) and brought their music for society listening by their online profile on Myspace. They finally met in the end on June and started their relationship from just co-workers to best friends.
 genre: Electronica / Experimental / Metal

Rediscovering Atlantis

This silent room, brings heavy creeping shame,
The dead approval, the opening door,
The murdered brother rising, rising through the floor
And eyes cannot stop, on they shoulders lies,

The broken swore, the several screams,
The broken swore, the several screams,

This silent room, brings heavy creeping shame,
The dead approval, the opening door,

The broken swore, the several scream,

Sight of all the moving shadows
Seen out through the broken windows
Hide under this bloody pillow
Haunted by the dark corpse widow

The murdered brother rising, rising through the floor
And eyes cannot stop, on they shoulders lies,

This silent room, the heavy creeping shame
The dead approvals, the opening door
The murdered brother rising, rising through the floor
And eyes cannot stop, on they shoulders lies

Endless Journey To The Sun & Back

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wP4mbmgq6yU&feature=related

Riot on my baby's bedroom

what's that noise?
what's that noise?
sounds of shimmery toys

this
party is a riot
and it caught me off guard
no no its so hard
just to keep
them quiet

oh yeah yeah baby!
you dance like elvis
these walls are
burning
there's a riot
there's a riot

a scene of milk & dolls
& robots
answering calls
a scene of dancing babies
& white rabbits and
rabies

singing nursery rhymes
with explicit minds
bedtime bedtime! she
reminds
my little baby with blinds

what's that noise?
what's that
noise?
sounds of shimmery toys

this party is a riot
and it caught me
off guard
no no its so hard
just to keep them quiet

oh yeah yeah
baby!
you dance like elvis
these walls are burning
there's a riot
there's a
riot

riot riot riot riot
riot riot riot riot
riot riot riot riot
riot
riot riot quieeet!

Wipe that smile
say goodnight
dont you cry
its
bedtime!

what's that noise?
what's that noise?
sounds of shimmery toys

this party is a riot
and it caught me off guard
no no its so
hard
just to keep them quiet

oh yeah yeah baby!
you dance like
elvis
these walls are burning
there's a riot
there's a riot

Senin, 31 Oktober 2011

im a dork

at the beginning of the day i keep asking rethorical question,
"will it be the same today like it was yesterday?"
i mean cmon, what kind of asshole asks that kind of question to himself?
am i really that bad?
im just this kid who still doesnt know certain places cool people go to hang out
or prescripted drugs to missuse to distract all their sad-ass problems
(oh i wish i had one)

am i having a depression?

will this make me suicidal?

i guess when you were once an asshole, and then you're up, everyone u used to know tries to pull you down

well sadly,
the worst thing about the end of the day, is that tomorrow it will start all over again

it's the game of guessing, and i think i'm losing.

to remember this moment..
i woke up with soaky wet eyes
i guess i cried on my sleep
but more like drowning to me
i guess i woke up too early
i guess i fell asleep too late
i guess i didnt get enough sleep
i guess when i woke up, i noticed that youre no longer there

there.
not even here
like the presence of your essence of existence
the juice of every ion of your resemblance
the shade of you standing in distance watching every step to meet you there

there.
a sanctuary
a place where i feel safe
a place where i can always be myself
a place where i dont need another fight

i guess there's no more fight to get this right
well what's there left to fight?


you cried.
i cried.
and then we laughed.
but then we cried again.
we cried because we're happy but drowned by the toughts that we're not meant to be.

i gave you love
u gave me motivation
u loved me back
and gave me direction.

where to?

i guess,
i'm just wrong